I feel like dying now.....
But it would suck just bcuz I die about my ballet problems....
At first I'm suppose to sit for my inter-found exam, then now my parents want me to sit for intermediate..... now I'm sure to fail my exams.....==
Life totally sucks when u have mentally-ill parents who need to go to Tanjung Rambutan!
N yesterday I forgot to bring my caligraphy homework to school, so now I'm getting 5 marks deducted from my next chinese exam......
My life is so suckish...... My social life sucks even more.....
N I just found out that my parents don't even mind that I fail in my exams.....( that's just great)
So starting from now on I can just slack-off, and relax.....
I always wonder how can I improve my social life..... I am going to have like no friends in ballet class and it's all my parents fault.... I am not even going to get all my inter- found certificates at this rate... Haiz.....
N I finally stopped crying.^^

haiz...........
school holidays are almost over, i feel like dying already, cuz there is less than a day left, then is back to school already.....T_T
and what's more i also miss my singapore cousins.....
i'm missing the times we play together, sleep together, laugh together.....
at least i got to watch toy story 3 with them^^, and have a good time, too bad they can't stay here until today, cuz they left yesterday....T~T
and i'm having a seriously hard time in ballet class, cuz the teacher said i have to slim down,
so therefore i'm going to do sit-ups at least 20 times a day, and go swimming every Sunday,
n stop eating any junk foods, n eat more vegetables rather than meat....
OMG, now I getting corrected by the teacher 24/7 in class, which is bad...
and i still have to practice that damn chinese flute==
anyway, i still hate to go back to school, cuz i so feel like dying....

Today I go for orchestra practice......
At first I thought nobody will go, then kai yun, li san n pei kee got go^^.......
Then the senior keep on scolding me, cuz I dunno how to blow the flute,so sad......
Its not like I purposely dunno how to play larh...... when the senior not aroun I can play better...
At least, I got to eat free chicken rice and a packet drink( the chicken rice was quite delicious)
So now I have no idea whether i should go or not tommorow.....
cuz all of them r going to go to choong wen tommorow....zzzz......
I will never understand what is so good about a school band.....
And now my brother is saying its a waste of time typing a blog, but I'm still typing anyway^^
And today I one person alone waiting for my transport in the bus stop, with the cold rain and not even a shadow there.....
So after ten minutes, I finally went back home.....
skip to the part where I'm getting my specs, well it took me less than five minutes to get it so end of the story==
And now I just found out that they are going for o.c practice now==
and that goh heehee want me too take my specs......==x2

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now I am long sighted and got estic( i dunno how to spell)
so much for taking care of my eyes==
so yesterday just made new spectacles, it is brown in colour, rectangular and full framed( looks a bit noob==)
Then today i also went for the 6s gathering, a lot of ppl never go.....TT
so me, loong xin n ccy and cupnoodle, keep on melepak everywhereand chit chat.....zzz.....
Then the four of us also play in the playground like crazy ppl.....
after that ccy n loong xin chit chat with xun ling, jin yee n kar yee.....
and me n cupnoodles play with kar yee's younger sis.
then seah come at about 4:30pm(so late...==)
so after that i went home with sore feet XD
Tommorrow I am going to o.c practice from 9am~4pm==......
and I am the only one going TT
And I secretly feel that one of my friends have changed,
she is acting more and more wierder everytime I talk to her,n her post on fb is really wierd.....
I wonder what's up with her these days....?_?