头晕啊！！！

Haiz....
Friday got Chinese Orchestra practice,
so me, Li San and Kai Yun playing Chinese flute,
then Pei Kee and Wei Jing join the 敲击组，
so they only need to buy鼓棒.

Then only me, Li San and Pei Kee come on Friday.
I learned how to glue the笛膜,but it keeps flying away...
Then we have to find the correct place to blow the flute,
we keep on blowing the flute until晕倒also still haven't find the correct place...
In the end only 1 guy can blow the note "Do".

The二胡people can play all the basic notes,
and we only learn "Do", so sad....
And I'm still haven't completely finish my homework,
even though it's Sunday already....
And the exam is next week, and I haven't even finish memorizing
the moral definisi and sejarah T_T
I also haven't memorized the English and BM stories for the lisan exam very well....
Other classes don't even have to do that...

觉得很自卑.....

Yesterday got PE class,
and we did sit-ups, I only done 27, while other ppl do more than 35.....
Then, we measure our height and weight....
I only grown about 2cm, currently 151.5cm......so short......
then I already 51kg, while many ppl only about 37 to 47kg and not more than 50 T_T
Now I下定决心must exercise at least 3 times a week and go for either swimming or
badminton on Sundays....to lose weight.....

Secondary school SUCKS!!!!!

Haiz......
Yesterday just argued with my parents about how to for sports day......
(it's on Thursday, so my paren't can't pick me....)
And they scolded me for not telling them sooner and why I can't ask my friends to pick me.
It's not like I didn't ask them, they also ask other ppl to take wat,
as if my parents are the only ones busy at that day.....

And today when I was putting my bag in my mother's car,
I made a loud BUMP when I put down the bag, cuz it's heavy....
Then my brother accused me of purposely throwing my bag on the floor
to spoil her car, which led me being scolded by my mother.....

Now I get the feeling that my family all针对我......
So I'm gonna curse my brother to get 7D's in UPSR.....