Bad Luck

I dunno if its coincidence, or just plain bad luck
cuz i lost my damn phone in the freakin monorail,
i swear i'm not goin to put any keychain on my phone anymore
if i saw the person take my phone i would have
hit him with my shoe right then and there

btw, i bought 2 dresses in a boutique called mirrorcle,
and i bought 2 tropicana life t-shirts....
i saw many nice dinner dresses in parkson, isetan and tangs
but they are way more expensive...T.T
i wish one day i will have the right body to wear those dresses^^

now my goal is to slim my thighs, hips, butt and belly.....
n i'm frreaking out on how to tie my hair to school,
cuz it's neither long nor short
i will look damn silly if i tie it up,
but it may be too long if i let it down.....

i wonder if i should buy shorts or long jeans for my CNY clothes
Haiz....
n I have no idea what phone should i buy now....
my budget is like RM500,
should i buy nokia or sony ericsson??

人生

今天我在学校的体育节时，想到了某一样事情，那就是：
为何我们在学校里的学生都要被分为“高级”或“低级”学生呢？
难道我们有不同种类的人吗？
例入：
如果有个“高级”人物跌到了，都会有人过去扶他/她一把，
但是如果是个‘低级’人物跌到，可能连一个人都没有把他/她扶上来，
这不会很奇怪吗？
另外一样问题就是：
为何我每次都无法跟一个人做长久的好朋友？
我思考了很久都无法找到个明确的答案。。。
不知是我多心还是什么，我总是觉得会被朋友遗忘或讨厌，
我一想到就感到非常伤心。。。
如果不是朋友跟我的感情越来越冷淡，
就是他们想跟我绝交，但是没有说出原因。
难道是我太过安静，使得朋友觉得我很闷？
或者是我对他们不好，使得他们讨厌我？
我现在感到很没用，因为我心目中的好友，跟我没那么好了，
反而跟另外个女生的感情越来越好，快要变得形影不离。
现在我非常想念小学时我在C.O.P里跟另外两位好友一起的日子。
无论怎样，我想改掉自己的毛病.

haiz, it's been like 2 or three months since i update this blog....
nothing much happened, but i'm sort of sad that one of my friends
are getting very close to another girl, and seldom hang out with us anymore...
i made some new friends in ballet, and i'm not that lonely anymore,
i'm always busy nowadays and i dunno why?
n the majilis perpisahan for chinese orchestra is next friday.
i'm so lousy in blowing the chinese flute, i totally suck!
and now i'm just typing crap.
i wonder if i should be PAK or PPS, since my friends want to be either one of them.
but i regret not signing up for it this year, cuz i cannot be AJK.
i suddenly like singing a lot, and i like to sing random songs at random places, wierd right?
and my exam results for this exam sucks....T.T
n the other day i found out that my ex- bestfriend my be coming to the same tuition as me T.Tx2

I feel like dying now.....
But it would suck just bcuz I die about my ballet problems....
At first I'm suppose to sit for my inter-found exam, then now my parents want me to sit for intermediate..... now I'm sure to fail my exams.....==
Life totally sucks when u have mentally-ill parents who need to go to Tanjung Rambutan!
N yesterday I forgot to bring my caligraphy homework to school, so now I'm getting 5 marks deducted from my next chinese exam......
My life is so suckish...... My social life sucks even more.....
N I just found out that my parents don't even mind that I fail in my exams.....( that's just great)
So starting from now on I can just slack-off, and relax.....
I always wonder how can I improve my social life..... I am going to have like no friends in ballet class and it's all my parents fault.... I am not even going to get all my inter- found certificates at this rate... Haiz.....
N I finally stopped crying.^^

haiz...........
school holidays are almost over, i feel like dying already, cuz there is less than a day left, then is back to school already.....T_T
and what's more i also miss my singapore cousins.....
i'm missing the times we play together, sleep together, laugh together.....
at least i got to watch toy story 3 with them^^, and have a good time, too bad they can't stay here until today, cuz they left yesterday....T~T
and i'm having a seriously hard time in ballet class, cuz the teacher said i have to slim down,
so therefore i'm going to do sit-ups at least 20 times a day, and go swimming every Sunday,
n stop eating any junk foods, n eat more vegetables rather than meat....
OMG, now I getting corrected by the teacher 24/7 in class, which is bad...
and i still have to practice that damn chinese flute==
anyway, i still hate to go back to school, cuz i so feel like dying....

Today I go for orchestra practice......
At first I thought nobody will go, then kai yun, li san n pei kee got go^^.......
Then the senior keep on scolding me, cuz I dunno how to blow the flute,so sad......
Its not like I purposely dunno how to play larh...... when the senior not aroun I can play better...
At least, I got to eat free chicken rice and a packet drink( the chicken rice was quite delicious)
So now I have no idea whether i should go or not tommorow.....
cuz all of them r going to go to choong wen tommorow....zzzz......
I will never understand what is so good about a school band.....
And now my brother is saying its a waste of time typing a blog, but I'm still typing anyway^^
And today I one person alone waiting for my transport in the bus stop, with the cold rain and not even a shadow there.....
So after ten minutes, I finally went back home.....
skip to the part where I'm getting my specs, well it took me less than five minutes to get it so end of the story==
And now I just found out that they are going for o.c practice now==
and that goh heehee want me too take my specs......==x2

...........
now I am long sighted and got estic( i dunno how to spell)
so much for taking care of my eyes==
so yesterday just made new spectacles, it is brown in colour, rectangular and full framed( looks a bit noob==)
Then today i also went for the 6s gathering, a lot of ppl never go.....TT
so me, loong xin n ccy and cupnoodle, keep on melepak everywhereand chit chat.....zzz.....
Then the four of us also play in the playground like crazy ppl.....
after that ccy n loong xin chit chat with xun ling, jin yee n kar yee.....
and me n cupnoodles play with kar yee's younger sis.
then seah come at about 4:30pm(so late...==)
so after that i went home with sore feet XD
Tommorrow I am going to o.c practice from 9am~4pm==......
and I am the only one going TT
And I secretly feel that one of my friends have changed,
she is acting more and more wierder everytime I talk to her,n her post on fb is really wierd.....
I wonder what's up with her these days....?_?

Today, I am so happy,
bcuz my whole family went to Ikea to buy a new shelf,
so I'm alone in the house.
It's so relaxing and quiet.....nobody here to shout or make noise......
But I still haven't finish my folio....
I'm very lazy now....zzzzzzz....zzzzz......

But good news is they bought for me a white chair
and I finally cut my hair already, but its still long.....
But now the fringe is to short to pin up,
so now I don't know what to do with it.......
If I don't pin it up, it will be super hot.....

Now they come back already,
the minute they come back, there is already shouting.....
so much for my quiet afternoon==
Haiz.......

Haiz.....
getting more and more frustrated with my dad,
he so信佛that he now信道走火入魔already,
every time we go out he ask us to wear,
if we don't he will scold us like hell,
he says that we don't wear it we will have danger and blah, blah,blah
(its not like I don't believe in it, its just that you don't have to be that serious about it)
Other than that he and my mother are always arguing about "$",
its not like we are really THAT poor nor are we rich,
its just that we won't be that poor until we starve.....
And personally I think he spends too much on 佛，
he even ask me and my brother to clear off our stuff to let him put his "things"
If he likes it so much, why doesn't he just marry it, have kids and live happily ever after

Haiz......
I am VERY addicted to the computer.....
And I have been doing a lot of cleaning lately,
just because my father wants the shelf where me and my brother put our books,
so this shows that when your parent 太信佛 is not a good thing at all.
Sometimes, I wonder how did he even start to like those kind of stuff....

And ballet classes sometimes annoy me to hell,
I can't go to anyone's house on Saturday,
it's so freakin annoying!!!!
And my mom still haven't take me to check my eyesight,
does she want me to get blind or what????

And Amanda is also sometimes a pain in the ass,
she expects I would always help her do this and that,
like its my job!!><
But she is also okay sometimes, and kinda nice if I don't argue with her.

Nothing happened in school ysterday,
so I'm just going to talk about Sunday.....
I went for tuition at 3 o'clock,
as usual, the tuition was very interesting to watch^^
(since its wednesday's tuition)
Then, after tuition my father came the last to pick me up,
it was so boring while waiting there because I have nobody to talk to....

Then later I went to cupnoodles house, then ong jing also come.....
She was sulking about her new hairstyle, saying that it looked ugly....==
(Altough we said the hairstyle suited her)
Then we went to the mines, first we had dinner in a vietnamese store ( I think )
the soup there tasted really weird.....
Then we went to Sinma, I bought a hair clip and cupnoodles bought a comb and hairband.
Then we still saw ong jing sulking, so we treated her to a glass of manga passion which costed RM7.90 T_T
Then we went to a store called black queen, and I bought some bangles there......
All the other stuff were expensive, I can't afford it T_T
So, we went back to cupnoodles house and chatted for a while, before we went home.

haiz.....
I'm so busy these days.....
Today the KH wants dunno what pic for the folio,
and I can't find anything from the newspaper.....
the teacher said cannot print out from the computer, so sienz.....
Then the geography nota haven't copy finish,
so now I cannot continue to copy the paper the teacher gave us ==

I still have the Oral test (storytelling) that I HAVE NOT memorised,
but luckilly I am in the middle (yay! no.16)
Yesterday, wear the Pandu Puteri's full-u so hot!!!
I was sweating like a cow.... so more I bring the BIG and HEAVY shoes for nothing,
cuz I didn't get to change it to a smaller size T_T

I kinda enjoyed yesterday's tuition^^
Everybody was scared of a bug.... and the bug sure could fly....
The teacher ended up taking a roll of newspaper, and smacked the bug dead....
Oh well, R.I.P. for the bug, I guess.......
And it's nice to see a certain someone argue with another person,
it's always funny^^

Now I'm starting to read manga again......
and it's called "Kaichou wa Maid-sama, it's so funny....
I am also triying to stop reading fanfiction,
so now I'm getting addicted to manga again!==
I personally think the 男主角 in this manga kinda 帅,
(but I think I am CRAZY to think like that...==)

And I also think that my exam result is kinda good,
so I'm really in a good mood now....
I also got a new school bag (brand: wild channel, colour: dark green)
And yesterday I just found out that I am not in trouble AT ALL in school!^^
So I'm super happy, but I still need to memorize my story, (Two Frogs==)
for my oral exam....
Wish me good luck!^^

I have good news and a bad news today.....
So, I will start with the with the good news first,
the good news is, I get 97% for my Moral, so I'm super happy!!!
(but I am not 串）
Then my Sivik still considered OK, but I'm gonna get B for BM,
but I expected that already....
Got 1 guy in our class super GENG, he is the shortest, but he got the highest
marks for all the 3 exams（佩服，佩服......)

Then here is the bad news....
Before I go for the BM lisan exam, the teacher asked me whether I know
Amanda Teh from 1A9, then I said yes.
Then she ask me whether I got lend sticker to her, I said got.
Turns out she saw the back of the sticker got write something about Science 2, and when the teacher ask who gave her the sticker, she said it was me.......
(That day is Science 2 exam)
So now the teacher thinks I wrote the answers for the exam on the sticker
and gave it to Amanda to cheat on the exam......
The teacher also ask me whether I got write anything on the paper,
and I said that I remember I did not write anything at all......
I hate Amanda A LOT now, and I won't be suprised that she really did cheat in the exam....
I just can't believe that she will blame it on me (Actually I can, since she done it already)

I just hope everything turns out alright, and nothing will happen....
But, I know no matter what happens, I don't have to be scared, bcuz I did not do anything wrong!
And I will HATE Amanda to the depths of my heart!

Today is finally the last day of exam,
which is English 1 and Pendidikan Seni,
so I can relax today.......

But then I heard from Amanda that I only got 60% for BM2...
And only 1 person got A, which is 88%......
And I wanted to get straight As for this exam....
I think I'm gonna change my blog's URL,
so I'm thinking of a name now......^^

After this I have to go see Goh's blog.....
Then I have to look for the meaning of the word "fume"==
Lastly I have to look for a short story for the English Oral test==
(this last paragraph looks like a summary....)

头晕啊！！！

Haiz....
Friday got Chinese Orchestra practice,
so me, Li San and Kai Yun playing Chinese flute,
then Pei Kee and Wei Jing join the 敲击组，
so they only need to buy鼓棒.

Then only me, Li San and Pei Kee come on Friday.
I learned how to glue the笛膜,but it keeps flying away...
Then we have to find the correct place to blow the flute,
we keep on blowing the flute until晕倒also still haven't find the correct place...
In the end only 1 guy can blow the note "Do".

The二胡people can play all the basic notes,
and we only learn "Do", so sad....
And I'm still haven't completely finish my homework,
even though it's Sunday already....
And the exam is next week, and I haven't even finish memorizing
the moral definisi and sejarah T_T
I also haven't memorized the English and BM stories for the lisan exam very well....
Other classes don't even have to do that...

觉得很自卑.....

Yesterday got PE class,
and we did sit-ups, I only done 27, while other ppl do more than 35.....
Then, we measure our height and weight....
I only grown about 2cm, currently 151.5cm......so short......
then I already 51kg, while many ppl only about 37 to 47kg and not more than 50 T_T
Now I下定决心must exercise at least 3 times a week and go for either swimming or
badminton on Sundays....to lose weight.....

Secondary school SUCKS!!!!!

Haiz......
Yesterday just argued with my parents about how to for sports day......
(it's on Thursday, so my paren't can't pick me....)
And they scolded me for not telling them sooner and why I can't ask my friends to pick me.
It's not like I didn't ask them, they also ask other ppl to take wat,
as if my parents are the only ones busy at that day.....

And today when I was putting my bag in my mother's car,
I made a loud BUMP when I put down the bag, cuz it's heavy....
Then my brother accused me of purposely throwing my bag on the floor
to spoil her car, which led me being scolded by my mother.....

Now I get the feeling that my family all针对我......
So I'm gonna curse my brother to get 7D's in UPSR.....

I hate my Secondary school life!!!!!!!

Haiz.....
Got so many homework in school.....
I can barely spend any time to read manga, fanfiction and update my blog....

Remembered, when yesterday I made a fuss out of forgetting to bring my
comprehension book to do?
Turns out that I didn't even need to passup the homework!!!
Then, when I thought I was lucky, a certain apek
found out something that I don't want ANYONE to find out (except my friends)
So I have been thinking very hard on how did he found out about that....

And then yesterday Mei Qi said that she knew something so sad that I would even cry,
so I asked her what is it, then she said she can't tell me,
cuz she already promised the person not to tall anyone....
I even asked her to help me ask that stupid apek
how did he know my secret....

很惨啊！

Today I really very, very 惨啊！！！
Today I wanted to finish my English homework at Amanda's house,
when I'm going to take my book, I suddenly remember I put that
exercise book in my textbook, and I didn't take the textbook to Amanda's house!!!

I remembered to take geography from the geography textbook,
but today also don't need to passup!!!!
English homework today need to passup, I didn't bring;
Geography homework Thursday passup I got bring!!!

Speaking of Geography, yesterday that stupid LCM demerit me
just because I didn't write the indeks in the note book.
He is a stupid crazy teacher!!!!!!!

Not enough sleep!!!!!

Haiz.......
I'm going to be very 惨 for at least 2 more years....
I sleep at 11 or 12o'clock, but I have to wake up at 6.45am!!!!!
And I will sleep again when I reach Amanda's house at 7.05am,
so I'm having a super weird life now!!!!!
And I think I'm going to die due to lack of sleep.....

I'm going back to my hometown tomorrow for CNY.
Wish you guys a Happy Chinese New Year!

Yesterday, I go exercising with cupnoodles and ong jing.
On the way, we keep on talking, and then suddenly, my shoe got spoilt.
Then, I even have to call my mother whether or not I need to take
the parts-of-the-shoe-that-fell-off home or not?
So luckilly she said don't need^^

Today I went to Pavillion to watch Avatar in 3D with my bro and father.
Then, the old guy that sat beside me keep on moving around before the show
and he eats cheezles! the cheezles were SO smelly!
Then I'm going to Fisherman's Wharf to celebrate my birthday!
I'm celebrating it with my family 5 days early from my real birthday!

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Today got korikulum activity,
so I go for pandu puteri.
Go there all the form 1 so many people,
all squeeze in 1 classroom, so HOT!!!!!
Then they say need to buy the pandu puteri uniform,
RM150 so expensive, they also say if you don't come for 3 meeting,
they won't let you join the club.

Recess must go for marching practice,
me and Shou Teng's ketua so fierce and scary.
If wecome later than her got punishment also.
Other people's ketua also not so fierce one, only our ketua so firce.

And the guy that sit next to me is annoying me to hell!!!!!!
He ask me a question, I say "I dunno" then he will scold me
why everytime also say "I dunno".
Then I say" U dunno how to ask your side, front and back person ah?"
Then he told me and Goh: The person who sit beside me even mcc than you!
( then he got show us some thing make boyh of us laugh, but then it's very hard to describe in words)

Change new seats

Yesterday, Goh and I change seats already,
we change to the right side window. (last time is left side window)
Then we met 2 new girls, their english very劲 so keep on 串me and Goh，
both of us so angry, they even asked us"do you know what is nerd?"
as if our english is so烂.

Our seat there also very noisy one,
cuz there is 2 big mouth there, (boy and girl version)
yeam jun de2, the 2 fat pigs and the apek.
Sit over there sure very sienz......

Haiz, not much time to update,
cuz my computer at home sometimes will hang.
That's why my update quite short.

So Funny.....

At Saturday, I went to A&W with my family.
So, many diners have a men's and women's toilet seperately right?
So, there was a man, he光明正大地go inside the women's toilet.
Before that, he already went inside there once, and he went in again,
he didn't even notice he went in the wrong toilet.^^

Yesterday at school so sienz......
Nothing much happened anyway, but there were 7 new girls in our class.
So now there are 34 people in our class, 9 boys and 25 girls.
And Goh just declared her that dislike are Barbie Dolls
to 2 fat pigs and 1 apek.

So Fun!!!!

Today 6.45am wake up,so sleepy...-_-
Then I go and pick up Amanda to go for Pandu Puteri.
(That's why I have to wake up so early, cuz the
meeting is at 8am)

So Lai Lai and I are in the same group, called Lily group.
So our seniors taught us some of the commands, some of it are:
etc. like when you see a hot guy(or something like that),
they say the command and you will clap your hands or scream out loud.
there is also a very lame dance called shake banana.
First, you shake like a banana. Then, you peel banana.
Later you eat banana, last you throw the banana.
(You won't get what I'm saying now anyway)

Nothing much happened anyway,but the English teacher wants everybody
to write a journal. So this is nothing different to writting a journal.

So Busy....

Haiz....
Long time didn't update blog already....
Its been about a month that i didn't update,
cuz I very sienz and busy and tired.....

Go to Sri Sentosa so 惨.....
need to copy so many essays,
and you can't even bring tissue paper, correction tape
and highliter there, cuz they say you will conteng and
polute the place, blah,blah,blah.....

Then you also cannot use hair clip there,
you can only use hair pin,
and then u must pin you hair up, cannot pin to the side-_-
But then I sit with Goh again at the back again this year.
Yesterday the BM taecher writting so small,
Goh, CKP and me can't even wht she's writting,
so we had to guess all the way.....

The disipline teacher really 气死人 lah,
people already sign up for pandu puteri one,
then she say one class limit only four people to join,
then later we join the kadet remeja already,
the pandu puteri only say everybody can join,
later we even need to cancel our names and so on.

After that, we late for KH class
and we don't know where all the girls go,
so Goh, Kai Yun, Wei Jing, Shou Ting and I walk around
the whole school carriying our bags.
All the form 2 saw us also say"酱小不要ponteng"-_-
Luckilly the KH teacher didn't scold or demerit
us for being late.