Starting All Over

Okay, now i'm suddenly starting to update my blog again. Probably is because i'm affected by tyng hann n jia qi XD

So, today we were discussing sejarah presentation which included yi wei, jia lin, jia qi n tyng hann. so damn funny today, jia qi, tyng hann n yi wei were planning about very fei battle strategies which made us laugh like crazy. after that when we did the paperwork, i keep spelling the wrong stuff, resulting in yi wei shouting epic-ly n the others laughing XD then wei ching n jia qi were fighting over the marker pen n chasing each other in the room n out the house^^

In conclusion, had a really fun time today at tyng hann's houseXD

I Feel Dissapointed

Do you ever feel that your friends make fun of you?
and your parents always think badly of you?
that they never compliment you?
or even try to understand you?

Do their words feel like swords and knives,
piercing your heart,
till you feel like you're bleeding from the inside,
and just wanna scream your heart out.

They always critisize that I'm
selfish, slow and dumb,
but they don't know me,
and they can't judge me just like that.

Did the even reflect upon themselves,
and tried looking in a mirror?
Are they even any better than me?
Cuz I think they are not.

Plain Bad Luck

Ok,
I've been having bad luck for like 3 straight days.

On Sunday,
I fell down the staircase bcuz of the stupid slipper.
On Monday,
I fell down near the bus stop while walking.
(super embaressing, cuz there r many ppl there)
On Tuesday,
When i go to pick up the ball in PE
(i slipped bcuz of the mud==)

I wonder if i'm going to fall 2morrow?
N btw, for some unknown reason i got a lot of white hair.....
N.........
I...........
HATE IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Bad Luck

I dunno if its coincidence, or just plain bad luck
cuz i lost my damn phone in the freakin monorail,
i swear i'm not goin to put any keychain on my phone anymore
if i saw the person take my phone i would have
hit him with my shoe right then and there

btw, i bought 2 dresses in a boutique called mirrorcle,
and i bought 2 tropicana life t-shirts....
i saw many nice dinner dresses in parkson, isetan and tangs
but they are way more expensive...T.T
i wish one day i will have the right body to wear those dresses^^

now my goal is to slim my thighs, hips, butt and belly.....
n i'm frreaking out on how to tie my hair to school,
cuz it's neither long nor short
i will look damn silly if i tie it up,
but it may be too long if i let it down.....

i wonder if i should buy shorts or long jeans for my CNY clothes
Haiz....
n I have no idea what phone should i buy now....
my budget is like RM500,
should i buy nokia or sony ericsson??

人生

今天我在学校的体育节时，想到了某一样事情，那就是：
为何我们在学校里的学生都要被分为“高级”或“低级”学生呢？
难道我们有不同种类的人吗？
例入：
如果有个“高级”人物跌到了，都会有人过去扶他/她一把，
但是如果是个‘低级’人物跌到，可能连一个人都没有把他/她扶上来，
这不会很奇怪吗？
另外一样问题就是：
为何我每次都无法跟一个人做长久的好朋友？
我思考了很久都无法找到个明确的答案。。。
不知是我多心还是什么，我总是觉得会被朋友遗忘或讨厌，
我一想到就感到非常伤心。。。
如果不是朋友跟我的感情越来越冷淡，
就是他们想跟我绝交，但是没有说出原因。
难道是我太过安静，使得朋友觉得我很闷？
或者是我对他们不好，使得他们讨厌我？
我现在感到很没用，因为我心目中的好友，跟我没那么好了，
反而跟另外个女生的感情越来越好，快要变得形影不离。
现在我非常想念小学时我在C.O.P里跟另外两位好友一起的日子。
无论怎样，我想改掉自己的毛病.

haiz, it's been like 2 or three months since i update this blog....
nothing much happened, but i'm sort of sad that one of my friends
are getting very close to another girl, and seldom hang out with us anymore...
i made some new friends in ballet, and i'm not that lonely anymore,
i'm always busy nowadays and i dunno why?
n the majilis perpisahan for chinese orchestra is next friday.
i'm so lousy in blowing the chinese flute, i totally suck!
and now i'm just typing crap.
i wonder if i should be PAK or PPS, since my friends want to be either one of them.
but i regret not signing up for it this year, cuz i cannot be AJK.
i suddenly like singing a lot, and i like to sing random songs at random places, wierd right?
and my exam results for this exam sucks....T.T
n the other day i found out that my ex- bestfriend my be coming to the same tuition as me T.Tx2

I feel like dying now.....
But it would suck just bcuz I die about my ballet problems....
At first I'm suppose to sit for my inter-found exam, then now my parents want me to sit for intermediate..... now I'm sure to fail my exams.....==
Life totally sucks when u have mentally-ill parents who need to go to Tanjung Rambutan!
N yesterday I forgot to bring my caligraphy homework to school, so now I'm getting 5 marks deducted from my next chinese exam......
My life is so suckish...... My social life sucks even more.....
N I just found out that my parents don't even mind that I fail in my exams.....( that's just great)
So starting from now on I can just slack-off, and relax.....
I always wonder how can I improve my social life..... I am going to have like no friends in ballet class and it's all my parents fault.... I am not even going to get all my inter- found certificates at this rate... Haiz.....
N I finally stopped crying.^^